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Dyslexia and I

It’s always been very clear to anyone who has had the pleasure (?) of seeing my spelling, that I enevatlbiy can’t spell for the life if me. This has been the one constant with me, the fact I can’t spell normal, useful words but can spell mississippi and other words that never come up. 

It’s only recently the label ‘dyslexic’ has been added to my name and although they may only be tendencies it’s nice to have a reason for my incapabilities in areas. With this I feel as though how hard I find things is taken seriously because a diagnosis has been found. Although the sad part is when people went to help me, they leave and so I have to find another way around this obstacle. 

During my research and small experience in this intresting department of learning disabilities I have found that for many it’s different for different areas and effects peoples brainz differently. For me it takes time to process stuff which explains many things, why I find mental maths very hard; why it takes me so long to figure out my wording and knowing how to answer questions; perhaps why I make stupid word choices. 

In my dulge I into the dyslexic community I found out that many people go into creative areas, mainly architecture. Surprisingly this is what I want to do, something that I wanted to do before some of these problems occurred. 

I know that nothing has changed since this time last year, the only thing that has I’d that I’m working harder this has only motivated me more and letting it get in my way is not gonna get me where I want to be. 

I may just have to try harder. And if that’s what it takes, so be it. 

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Things I’ve Learnt About Friends

 

This academic year, mainly towards the end of 2016, I haven’t made new friends as such, just made the friendships i had previously exist again.

There has only ever been a few people in my life which I have called a ‘best friend’ and meant it, felt that it could last, and they have lasted (sorta). The three years of secondary school taught me A LOT, mainly about friends, what they are, who they are. In the first two years i made one of my circles (this is what I see my friends of people as, different groups that don’t really mix but do, if that made any sense).

The circle from then, I still have now. They are amazing and funny and… well, strange, but I love them, although we never go deep into how we are feeling we make each other feel like nothing matters besides what ever we are laughing at. Behind this metaphorical circle there are some more people how entered are little group this year, and now we are like a massive mob of stupid teenagers.

Sadly the last year of secondary I lost touch with them, as sad as it was I think its made us closer now and I missed them a lot that year, i didn’t realise it until i had them back and how un-joyous life was without them. Also in this depressing year I made a few, well one friendship and at that time it was just a ‘we hang around and talk a lot’ friendship but after an event this current academic year we suddenly got back to where we were and became better friends all round. To me that person is another circle, but ever so slightly more because we have a different kind of friendship, something I don’t have with other people and that person means the world to me, as all of them do.

Between now and then I’ve made so many more better friends, some new, some old but either way they all mean a hell of a lot to me and with out each one of them, I would be so miserable.

So to all of you, you’re amazing, thank you for sticking up with me and all sides i have. I love you all a lot!

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Here’s To Summer 2016

Here’s to this summer. One I hope will be free of negativity and un-happy people. I will fill it to the brim with smiles, sun and satisfaction.I promise to do more and think more and spend more time doing things that bring widen smiles to my face.

I will throw aside bad people, thoughts and actions and replace it with joyous ones. I plan to be me and not care what others have to say about what I look like. I guarantee you that I will be bubbly and care less about my problems and get everywhere in strange ways.

This summer will be good, because I will make it that.

So raise your glasses as Summer has just started!

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I’ll be back someday

A break I am taking for I am forgetting and not missing this blogging concept.

Time wasted on trying to put the thoughts in my racing mind into words when the clock ticks could be better spent on revision for tests and other things that could maybe help me get somewhere in my little life.

I will be back someday, when I miss you and want to come running back or just because I simply have time on my hands which I could spend with you.

I will not leave you entirely I’m just going away and I will come and visit you in time and maybe I will stay or maybe I will not.

Either way, 

I’ll be back someday 🙂
Maisy xxx

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Currently… ~ 24/02/2016

Written on the 20/02/2016

Currently on the 24/02/2016:

… I am at a Dance Compotation with nerves tingling over my whole body and making me shaking and unsteady…

… I am sitting in a corner while the voices of others bouncing throughout my buzzing mind…

…I have my headphones in with the bass of Taylor Swift echoing in my ear drums…

…I am marking a dance through my mind and it making me forever more frightened…

…I am revising for tomorrows French test…

…I am trying to unclutter my thoughts so I can try and calm down…

…I am flicking through my camera roll of 72 photos and gently smiling at the memories each image brings to me…

…I am thinking of what others re doing at this moment and what they could be thinking…

…I am turning off my music but keep my headphones to try and block out the chaotic voices that surround the room I am in…

…I am reading a book trying to finish a chapter before we get called to the side lines…

…I am putting my phone and headphones back in my bag as we get our five minute warning…

…I am frantically checking  hair and make up in a tiny mirror along with the other 7 girls…

…I am beating deeply while we exchange encoring messages to each other…

…I am walking in slow-motion onto the stage before getting into my place…

…I am taking one last breath and draw a smile from cheek to cheek as the play button is hit and the music starts to play…

 

 

*I wrote this on the Sunday before we went and WON< and I was the one that got to go and collect the trophy we got for coming first and I am completely ecstatic and still am several days late, I can’t wait till the final!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

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My Happy Place – North Norfolk

Hello again, so I have recently just got back from my Holiday on the North Norfolk coast and it was beautiful. Although I only stayed for two full days I sure saw some fantastic things so I thought I would share some of them with you:

 

I sure had a cold, windy, beautiful few days where all I ate was Cheese Burgers for Lunch and takeaway Pizza and Fish and Chips for dinner and toast for breakfast.

I can’t wait to go back in Six Weeks time with my cousins and I am sure there will be many posts around my Easter back in my happy place.

Hope to see you soon,

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

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Valentines Day – Treat Yourself

Hello there hope you all had a fabulous pancake day with some of my odd toppings!!

So the day of Valentines is soon to be upon us and unless you are not single and actually in a relationship you are probably spending this Valentines day with some chocolate tea and a Netflix marathon or on the beach with family somewhere (like myself, will talk more later on). So if you are doing just that then why not make yourself your valentines and treat yourself with these things I just made up:

 

Bath Time : Treat yourself to a nice big hot bath with a face mask and a big old bath bomb and why not watch Netflix in the bath too.

Chocolate Time : Buy yourself some chocolate, it’s not hard there is chocolate everywhere with Easter just around the corner!!!!!!!!!!!

That Thing You’ve Had Your Eye On : Kinda self-explanatory, so grab your purse and order it!!

Tidy Your Room : I know it sounds hard but it is pretty rewarding when your room is nice and tidy!!!!!!

Like It, Buy It : Find something you like and kinda want then purchase it and there you o, another gift for yourself!!!!!!!!!!

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Wardrobe Re-Vamp : Treat yourself to some new clothes and maybe get rid of them items you haven’t  worn or don’t like anymore or are too small, my favourite place to get clothes is currently, BooHoo it’s well priced and hey have some nice stuff on there!!

Skin Care : Take more care of your skin by buying some nice products!!!!

New Paint : By yourself a nice eye shadow pallet or mascara or something nice that you can use when ever you want to feel good about yourself.

 

Go on, treat yourself this Valentines Day and enjoy the single life.

Hope to see you soon,

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!

 

*The next post will be this time on Wednesday as I am going on Holiday to the wonderful coast line of Norfolk and so I know that I probably wont have a chance to post as there will be no internet, and if so it will be bad internet so I do apologise but they should be a post next week hopefully Wednesday but I do have the dentist and a new carpet being installed so I will try but I apologise in advance if there is not one.

Forgot to upload on Wednesday but I found WiFi at a chippy!!!

 

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I Don’t Want To Grow Up!

Hello again, so decorating my room has made me a bit emotional and although I am 14 and still a young teenager I like to think about the future because that’s what makes me happy for some reason, but not this time. My room hasn’t even been painted yet, but we have everything for ready to go in once the carpet and walls are finished, and Ialready know I am going to fall in love with it.

To the point Maisy! Yeah, sorry!

Anyway, with choosing options and everything in school be related to teachers talking about choosing GCSE subjects to study I have been very much focused on what I want to do when I finish education then A-Levels I need and then the GSCE’s I need to do them A-Levels. I know what I want to do/be and to do that I will probably go to University (I am getting to the point I promise).

University means moving out and moving somewhere new, probably a new part of the country (probably not a new country altogether) although this is more than 4 educational years ahead of me I am already thinking about it and I don’t want to grow up, I don’t want to have to move out, to move on from the amazing family and he holidays and trips the four of us have, I don’t want to have to move out of my room or my house, I don’t want to grow up it seems scary and terrifying and I love my life currently and I don’t want to have to leave it. I want to be peter pan and stay this age and never grow up.

In a nutshell what I was trying to say was: Decorating my room will be the last time I do it (probably) with a minimum of 4 years still here stuck in school before I go onto University (if I decide to go) and I don’t want to do that I want to be Peter Pan and never grow up, even though it means being alone.

I think that’s that, a bit of a different post but as you can probably guess my life is still a bit of a jumble with Options needing to be chosen and things to do with that and I also have more assessments and tests and then we have Pancake day soon so I will be doing something for you related to this and then Valentines day  and then we are going on holiday and I have the dreaded dentist and after that I have a dance compotation (Whoop, Whoop) and lots of other stuff and I’m sure I will talk about all of this and more another time so I hope to see you sooon!!!!!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

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My Little Flaws

Hello again!

So I do very much apologise about the lack of posts and the rush-I-ness (???) about them as I have been a bit busy recently as I am redecorating me room soon so my room is a state with boxes and bits of rubbish everywhere and I have had a few tests and assessments as well as my mums birthday and her being a little ill and then I had parents evening and everything has been MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And so I do apologise very much and so I hope to start putting more effort into my weekly Sunday posts and when I have time to post on Wednesdays and Thursday. So anyway I though I would talk about the things that make me, me as I was asked the question; ‘What makes you, you?’ and so why not make a blog post about the little things that make me, me and my little ‘flaws’ and just all the things that set me apart from people (?).  So lets go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Lemon Sucking

This one sounds very odd but I LOVE LEMONS! The other day I was cooking in school and I had a lemon and so I just sucked on it for a good solid hour. Everybody just called me a weirdo and but I didn’t care because it was that goooooddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Terribe Spellings!!!

I left that typo in as an example, you have probably more likely than not picked up on the fact that I really cant spell, and often spell check cant correct me!!!! Although, my English teacher is possible giving me a dyslexia test to see if that can explain my dodgy spellings and if not I am going to have to try and retrain my brain to notice my spellings so I will tell how that turns out.

Stubby Thumbs

My thumbs are like small, fat, wide lamp posts with a flat wide stubby nail and so I can’t really do anything with them apart from stretch gloves with them.

Obsessiveness

I have a bit of obsessive personality where I will become obsessed with something, sometimes its for a week or a few days others it can be months.

I Forget

I will forget a lot of things, I don’t think this needs a big explanation other than y short to long term memory is not that good from time to time.

That is another quick post, I know, I know but everything has been super hectic so I might just have t post every Sunday until my room is finished and life returns back to its usual state. So sorry, and I hope to see you next Sunday (with another bad post )

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

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A Lookback On 2015

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR (even if it was 2 days (or more) ago)!!!!!

So what where your resolutions? Have they failed yet like min last year?

I was feeling nostalgic this morning and therefore I am going to have a look back  on the past 12 months and the past things that happened, so lets go!!!!!!!

(Enjoy this post which has 732 word in it!!!!!!!!)

January

The only thing I can rember doing in January was going to Cambrige for my mums birthday so here’s a pic of that (this was the only pic I could salvage):

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February

In February I remember going to the dentist (don’t have any pics of that), I also went on Holiday to Norfolk so here’s some pictures of this lovely holiday:

 

March/April

I can’t remember what happened in which month so I have combined them to make March/April instead of calling it Maril or Aprch! I went on a school trip and we watched the failed solar eclipse in Wales and I remember going to the opticians some time after that and I got my first pair of glasses which makes me a short sighted peasant and I went to Southwold with my mum, dad, sister and amazing cousins and we had the most amazing time and I am excited to go on our next adventure with them!!

 

May

In may we went to the vey magical Harry Potter Studios this was one of the most magical things ever it was incredible! We also stayed in Saint Albans and that was just lovely we also went to London on Day 2 of our adventure, we went to Camden, which was super busy, and I was some epic rainbow stairs in a shop on Oxford Street and on our way back home from this adventure we went to Ely!

 

June

On June the 7th my first post was made *pulls party popper*!! That’s all that I can remember, I also performed at a school concert thing which was scary as I had to sing and play guitar!!!!

July

In July I finished the school year!!! I  also went n the most amazing holiday of the whole year to Anglesey with my family and it was absolutely incredible I loved every moment of it and so here are a few pictures:

August

In August me and my mum, dad, sister and Grannie went on a biking holiday adventure thing which was very nice!! And at the end of August we went to stay with our wonderful cousins in the Kentish land, we had a fabulous time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

September

I went back to school! BOO!!!!!!!!!! I also gained my first blog follower that is my wonderful friend ‘Soulsbree‘ (who I might collab with in the near future)! And I also went to an arty festively fresco thing:

 

October

In October we went on our last family holiday of the year and we went to the wonderful new forest and also visited the Isle Of Wight where I fell in love the beautiful Freshwater Bay, I will let these pictures speak for them selves:

 

November

At the very beginning of November (think it might have been the last day of October actually) we went to London again as I can’t remember the full reason but we had a free Saturday and my mum wanted to look at sofas and lightbulbs for or dining room so why not go to London!!

 

December

December!!! I started BLOGmas which as a result I gained 4 more followers: those being the wonderful Noemi whose bog is amazing!!!!! Courteney who is my latest follower 🙂 Desire4beauty who has snow on there page!!!! And my Dad, who I won’t tag because I don’t want you to stalk him, Sorry Dad!!!!!!! It was also my birthday this month which was amazing and it was CHRISTMAS! I also got given  medal at one of my clubs I do for my dedication 🙂 and I also went to Stratford on New Years Eve!!!!

 

I would like to say a massive thank you, to you and everybody I mentioned in this post for making this year so amazing despite me being unhappy at times. THANK YOU *internet hug*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you all so very much and I can’t wait to see what 2016 will bring!!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!