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Dyslexia and I

It’s always been very clear to anyone who has had the pleasure (?) of seeing my spelling, that I enevatlbiy can’t spell for the life if me. This has been the one constant with me, the fact I can’t spell normal, useful words but can spell mississippi and other words that never come up. 

It’s only recently the label ‘dyslexic’ has been added to my name and although they may only be tendencies it’s nice to have a reason for my incapabilities in areas. With this I feel as though how hard I find things is taken seriously because a diagnosis has been found. Although the sad part is when people went to help me, they leave and so I have to find another way around this obstacle. 

During my research and small experience in this intresting department of learning disabilities I have found that for many it’s different for different areas and effects peoples brainz differently. For me it takes time to process stuff which explains many things, why I find mental maths very hard; why it takes me so long to figure out my wording and knowing how to answer questions; perhaps why I make stupid word choices. 

In my dulge I into the dyslexic community I found out that many people go into creative areas, mainly architecture. Surprisingly this is what I want to do, something that I wanted to do before some of these problems occurred. 

I know that nothing has changed since this time last year, the only thing that has I’d that I’m working harder this has only motivated me more and letting it get in my way is not gonna get me where I want to be. 

I may just have to try harder. And if that’s what it takes, so be it. 

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Things I’ve Learnt About Friends


This academic year, mainly towards the end of 2016, I haven’t made new friends as such, just made the friendships i had previously exist again.

There has only ever been a few people in my life which I have called a ‘best friend’ and meant it, felt that it could last, and they have lasted (sorta). The three years of secondary school taught me A LOT, mainly about friends, what they are, who they are. In the first two years i made one of my circles (this is what I see my friends of people as, different groups that don’t really mix but do, if that made any sense).

The circle from then, I still have now. They are amazing and funny and… well, strange, but I love them, although we never go deep into how we are feeling we make each other feel like nothing matters besides what ever we are laughing at. Behind this metaphorical circle there are some more people how entered are little group this year, and now we are like a massive mob of stupid teenagers.

Sadly the last year of secondary I lost touch with them, as sad as it was I think its made us closer now and I missed them a lot that year, i didn’t realise it until i had them back and how un-joyous life was without them. Also in this depressing year I made a few, well one friendship and at that time it was just a ‘we hang around and talk a lot’ friendship but after an event this current academic year we suddenly got back to where we were and became better friends all round. To me that person is another circle, but ever so slightly more because we have a different kind of friendship, something I don’t have with other people and that person means the world to me, as all of them do.

Between now and then I’ve made so many more better friends, some new, some old but either way they all mean a hell of a lot to me and with out each one of them, I would be so miserable.

So to all of you, you’re amazing, thank you for sticking up with me and all sides i have. I love you all a lot!

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I Can’t Write

I can’t write.

Give me a pen and some paper and I could write till my emotions run dry, it’ll come out with blank vocabulary and scribbled sentences but at least there would be something.

Give me a pen and some paper but through some limitations into the mix, rules, guidelines and things I must include, It’ll come out the same way it came in, blank, plain, lifeless with maybe a scribbled out sentence, on a good day maybe. You give me the lines expecting me to colour them, but don’t be hopefully the colours will be all wrong, orange instead of magenta and black instead of green.

I try my best, I promise you that but that never seems to be good enough, among the best of the best my words don’t come flowing out of my pen in a precise swirl of incredable words, just a blotched piece of trash in a pile of A* with a tear mark on the side…

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Here’s To Summer 2016

Here’s to this summer. One I hope will be free of negativity and un-happy people. I will fill it to the brim with smiles, sun and satisfaction.I promise to do more and think more and spend more time doing things that bring widen smiles to my face.

I will throw aside bad people, thoughts and actions and replace it with joyous ones. I plan to be me and not care what others have to say about what I look like. I guarantee you that I will be bubbly and care less about my problems and get everywhere in strange ways.

This summer will be good, because I will make it that.

So raise your glasses as Summer has just started!

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Another Summer = Another List

□ Learn to do a back limber

□ Turn my hair RED!

□ Cut my hair

□ Visit the ZOO

□ Go & Camp in the garden

□ Make a visual Summer Scrapbook

□ Eat some Mango

□ Write them letters

□ Learn how to solve a Rubix cube

□ Read 3 books

□ Make S’mores

□ Build an epic blanket fort & and make it my new crib

□ Eat an Ice-Cream Float

□ Learn ‘Tonight’ or ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’ on da keyboard

□ Figure out how to twizzle drumsticks like a pro

□ Get a wonder woman dress

□ Watch ‘Finding Dory’

□ Do a tremendous act of kindness

□ Have a picnic in a field

□ Turn my hair VIOLET!

□ Go for 6 mile long runs

□ Walk on my hands instead of my feet

□ Unlock a new character on Mario Karts

□ Enjoy a freshly baked Rainbow Cake!


Lets see where summer takes me…


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Better people

I choose those who get chosen last.

I pick up and return dropped things to there homes.

I open doors as people walk past.

I smile at people.

I say hello to people in the streets.

I say thank you for everything.

I apologies for my mistakes.

I am friendly and polite to all.

I am not afraid to be me.


Maybe if we all did this, the world might be a happier place.

Just, maybe.

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I’ll be back someday

A break I am taking for I am forgetting and not missing this blogging concept.

Time wasted on trying to put the thoughts in my racing mind into words when the clock ticks could be better spent on revision for tests and other things that could maybe help me get somewhere in my little life.

I will be back someday, when I miss you and want to come running back or just because I simply have time on my hands which I could spend with you.

I will not leave you entirely I’m just going away and I will come and visit you in time and maybe I will stay or maybe I will not.

Either way, 

I’ll be back someday 🙂
Maisy xxx

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Currently… ~ 24/02/2016

Written on the 20/02/2016

Currently on the 24/02/2016:

… I am at a Dance Compotation with nerves tingling over my whole body and making me shaking and unsteady…

… I am sitting in a corner while the voices of others bouncing throughout my buzzing mind…

…I have my headphones in with the bass of Taylor Swift echoing in my ear drums…

…I am marking a dance through my mind and it making me forever more frightened…

…I am revising for tomorrows French test…

…I am trying to unclutter my thoughts so I can try and calm down…

…I am flicking through my camera roll of 72 photos and gently smiling at the memories each image brings to me…

…I am thinking of what others re doing at this moment and what they could be thinking…

…I am turning off my music but keep my headphones to try and block out the chaotic voices that surround the room I am in…

…I am reading a book trying to finish a chapter before we get called to the side lines…

…I am putting my phone and headphones back in my bag as we get our five minute warning…

…I am frantically checking  hair and make up in a tiny mirror along with the other 7 girls…

…I am beating deeply while we exchange encoring messages to each other…

…I am walking in slow-motion onto the stage before getting into my place…

…I am taking one last breath and draw a smile from cheek to cheek as the play button is hit and the music starts to play…



*I wrote this on the Sunday before we went and WON< and I was the one that got to go and collect the trophy we got for coming first and I am completely ecstatic and still am several days late, I can’t wait till the final!





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The Cupboard Of Troubles

Everybody has a cupboard with something inside, whether it is home to holidays, social events or being in the spot light. We all have a cupboard of troubles, some bigger than others and some smaller than others, we all have a cupboard of worries.

Some of us have little people living in these cupboards, we call them anxieties.

These ‘little people’ come from different places; holidays, crowded places, strangers, public stages. These cupboards have to be open from time to time, not from chpoice but simply because once you push these ‘little people’ aside you might get something good out of the cupboard, and when what you pull out the cupboard is not what you would like then we tend to lock the cupboard.

Doors come open from time to time, and when that happens you are always left with two choices:

Close it.


Leave it.

To close it means getting closer to it in order to shut the ‘little people’ away again and then deal with the ones that have escaped. Or you can leave it to figure itself out.


We all have cupboards some are housing ‘little people’. Sometimes they have to opened and sometimes they open them selves.

We all have cupboards inside our heads. Some are homes to ‘little people’.


*Bit of a change than usual but I enjoyed writing this.

Inspired by this weeks BBC theme of Mental Health:

See you soon,




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My Happy Place – North Norfolk

Hello again, so I have recently just got back from my Holiday on the North Norfolk coast and it was beautiful. Although I only stayed for two full days I sure saw some fantastic things so I thought I would share some of them with you:


I sure had a cold, windy, beautiful few days where all I ate was Cheese Burgers for Lunch and takeaway Pizza and Fish and Chips for dinner and toast for breakfast.

I can’t wait to go back in Six Weeks time with my cousins and I am sure there will be many posts around my Easter back in my happy place.

Hope to see you soon,